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huhu . sy bru jep smpai kt klntan smlm , sy niw bru smpai pn da xlyn penat2 . bg sy da biase dk ats kete g jln jauh2 . huhu . ary nih kaka sy da blik kl . sbb tuh la da sebakk gle2 da niw . sedih sgt . biase lah kn ble sebulan bersama mesty ase sdih kn . adoiii :'( . she is my bitter half u know . sy xnk die pergi . sy nk die lah . hdup sy xkn penh sempurna tanpa kakak sy . ble kne mrh , sy phm biase lah tuh kn tp ble die pergi sy xblh phm . knp sy perlu berjauhan dgn diorang sume . rumit kn hdup ini . kan bez kami hdup in a whole family . even we have prob we can share n try to solve together an . tpi tuh semua dlu . mse kte sume msh blaja n skunk sume da kije sume da ade haluan masing masing kan . alahaaiii . xbez kn ble kte jdi ank bongsu . yg lain sume da pegi keje yg tggl kt umh cme abah n twin jew . ini sangat2 menyedihkn . duk kt umh da xde org na tman kte berborakk , kuar jln2 . sume tuh da xde . kte cme kne duk umh . cme dpt mlihat kbhgiaan org lain bersama kluarga diorang . im jealous . i want to be such as my frenz . alwayz in her family . ade mummy . i pn nak . im really sad even i try to understand bout my life . khidupan sy xsme cam yg lain , yg lain sume dpt enjoy an ble da dpt cuti pnjg2 . sy lak blm tentu time cuti penggal kne stay jew kt umh . study ! xlh lngsg nk g jln2 kt kl . tp ble da cuti ujung thun bru dpt pergi . im really feel alone . ble la agakknyee sy dpt idup in a whole fmily , tp dlm fmily uh sy tetap khlgan seorg yg amat sy syg . die lah yg lahirkn sy . memberi susu kpd sy . die jugak yg memberi kn ksh syg yg spenuhnye kpde sy . seriously , hdup sy xpenh bhgia tnpa ibu . trlalu cpt ibu pergi mninggalkan kami . mgkn Allah lbh sygkn dia . sy teramat rsa kehilangan die . sy nk syg die smpai umur sy xpnjg sbb die da bersush pyh melahirkn sy dan memberi ksh syg yg secukupnye kpde sy . andainya ibu masih ade . mesty sy xkn jeles ble tgk ank sdare sy bermnje dgn mama a.k.a kakak . wahh ! im really need u mom . sy dahagakan ksh syg dri seorg ibu . kdg2 sy menangis ble sy ingt kn ibu sy . gambar d jadikan tatapan . mghrapkan ibu sy slalu mnjga sy n now my sis same as my mom . only her can give me happiness . my heart just know loving from her . ble awk nk dtg sni bersama sy dan yg lain . skunk lak my forth brother lak g kl . tggl plak kmi kt sni . now just leave me n my adikk . kami sangat sedih ble d tggalkn . kakakk n abang2 , 1 thing that i must to be honestly , that is im really2 love u and miss u . to my kakakk , kaulah kakakku dan kau jugakklah motherku . to my abg , kau lah abg ku kaulah bestfriend ku . to my abah kau lah abahku dan kaulah juga sumber inspirasiku . :'(

ok lah da tataw nk cte ape . hope korang ske bce sy pnye entry . thanx to uollz who was follow my blog n non stopped to read my entry n still waited to read my next entry :D

k assalamualaikum ;)